It’s not easy trying to change something about yourself. Especially when you’re trying to change years of bad habits and bad food. It’s even harder if you put in place a support network of people and you miss a week at group. This is what I did last week. I wasn’t feeling up to going so I didn’t, the result was two bad weeks instead of one.
Food addiction is an actual thing and I suffer from it – big time. I can go a few weeks being on plan with Slimming World and get some cracking losses each week, but then the cravings start. This is the food addiction kicking in. This started kicking in again last week. What did I do about it? Nothing, abso-freaking-lutely nothing.
Everyone loses their marbles every now and then. Sometimes you walk into a room a forget why. Sometimes you ask someone a question you asked them a couple of minutes prior. Sometimes you will lose your keys when in town but then really lose everything.
A long story short, I’ve had to start wearing glasses for Computer Work, Reading, TV Time and Driving – basically, anything that requires me to focus on something. I haven’t adapted well, I hate wearing them – but I’d rather wear them than get the headaches that follow when I don’t.
There is one thing I have found this last week really useful and that is the bike. Having the bike set up in my ‘Dad Cave’ has meant that when I’ve been feeling angry, frustrated or emotional for whatever reason has saved me. I still need to get on top of my emotions and mental state, but the bike has been a lifesaver recently.
It is Thursday yet again which again means weigh day was yesterday – that day that anyone part of a Slimming Group often dreads. Yesterday was a little different for me though, I attended an earlier group instead of the usual 7pm group. Not being at work this week and having the in-laws round last night made it easier to attend the 9.15am group.
I wasn’t feeling great about weighing in. The last week hadn’t been on plan for about 40% of the time, the other 60% was though, so I wasn’t really expecting much. Not expecting much put me in a bit of a down mood heading to group as I’ve been chasing that 2st award for weeks now. Often getting close then gaining weight to lose it again.